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Reminiscing 2011

2011-12-27T11:38:00.008+08:00

It has been a year since I visited my own blog. Reading all my old entries really brings a lot of fond memories.

With a new job, new philosophy of life, new trends creates dynamic changes in me. There are however, a couple of things unchanged. And I'm glad it still remains as it is.

2012 is just around the corner. Although I don't really celebrate New Year as we Muslims have our own New Year in our calendar, I would hope that next year will be a better year for me. :)

A new chapter

2010-12-24T21:06:00.004+08:00

Hi all!

It's been a while since I'm here. Have been very busy with the Arts Festival and all.

2011 is nearing and I'm so not looking forward to the move. It's far and so out of town! Stupid management and their plans. What good does it brings to the staffs? But I guess we're left with no choice.

However, 2010 has been a good one for me. I've discovered my talents and I know what I really want to do in the future. Let's hope my dreams will come true one day. Fingers crossed!

2010-06-15T17:28:00.006+08:00

Why do I feel so shitty this week?!! Guess I must have miss him because he's not here. I don't like this at all! :(

Let's just hide under the shell

2010-05-02T14:45:00.009+08:00

I don't understand why when it's about me, no one seems to care and bother to do something special for me. But when it comes to others, everyone is so eager! They may say that they understand but bottom line, they never.

It's not fair isn't it? Not one nor twice, but many times. I think I'm sick of all this already. Maybe, just maybe I should hide under my shell and don't bother about everyone else.

2010-03-28T16:48:00.007+08:00

I have been so selfish to leave you here all by yourself.
Sorry adam, I'm just busy with my daily life that I have no time to blog, or sadly to say, I'm just plain lazy now.

Will get back to you soon. Got tons of things to gossip about! :)

Whirling & Twirling

2010-02-13T20:58:00.008+08:00

The world is spinning fast and yet I'm not feeling it. Maybe I've got too many things on my mind that when I came to realise it's already February. And my worst nightmare will be, I'm turning 23 next week! I'm so not looking forward to it.

Dear tinkle bell, can I stay young forever? :)

2010-01-22T17:30:00.010+08:00

I can feel that I’m slowly drifting apart and I don’t know why.

And I'm always being honest about everything that I do, but I guess you never did. I'm really, really disappointed. :(

Movies GAGA!

2010-01-06T15:32:00.005+08:00

Avatar and Sherlock Holmes are 2 good movies that I will seriously recommend you people to watch. It's brilliant!

Flea, Fly, Flo!

2010-01-03T18:04:00.017+08:00

Fun Fun Fun! What an awesome day spent with the crazy friends and Sutris yesterday! So much laughter and jumping around till my legs were sore..haha

Let the pictures do the honour. ;)

I'm all alone

2009-12-25T18:10:00.016+08:00

And again, I'm being left out in every conversations, gatherings etc. Well, maybe in the first place I didn't care much about everything that is going on around me. Or perhaps people don't care about me anymore because I keep giving them excuses.

How sad can my life be?

I want to break free!

2009-12-21T11:08:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, I envy people who have a lot of happening stuffs going on in their lives. Aside all those clubbing and parties I'm talking about here.

I want to have the feeling of being carefree again like during school days where I have lots of funs doing projects and stuffs. Laughing at the silliest jokes that your friends made. Skipping classes when you don't like that particular module or lecturer. Going for long breaks and came back only when the class is about to end. Staying late at nights finishing up work and blast loud music in the lab. Damn I miss those days.

I think I'm growing too fast and I must slow down a little bit. The only times I feel I'm young again is when I'm with friends and my boyfriend. I hope 2010 will be a much better year than this year.

Will upload pictures soon

2009-12-13T21:34:00.013+08:00

I'm undergoing a major week of shits! I do hope everything is going back to normal just like the way it used to be. So folks, please try to understand.

2009-11-29T22:40:00.006+08:00

My cousin said, "Abang Sut badan hot" (in english, Sutris got a hot bod)..haha
And I think I got to agree with her. Meow!

2009-11-22T20:20:00.008+08:00

I'm just so hurt by what people say or do that makes me feel like I'm totally to be blame for. Do I actually owe this people a living?

Ya Allah, kau kuatkan lah semangat ku. Semoga orang-orang ini mendapat balasan yang setimpal dengannya.

Our 1 year anniversary

2009-11-08T14:49:00.023+08:00

The day that we've been anticipating for, finally came. From the walk to the bottle tree park to the home cooked food, to the cam whoring, walking by the river, donuts and hot chocolate, I totally enjoyed myself.

It might be a simple date, but the effort he made was priceless. I can never ask anything more from him then to just love me till our last breath. He made me the most perfect girl in his eyes despite all my ugly flaws.

Thank you for all the wonderful things that you have done all this while. I'm really blessed to have someone like you in my life. And if fate is not by our side, I will never regret knowing someone like you. Because by far, you're the best I've ever had.

Happy 1 year anniversary to us.

the drama mama incident

2009-11-05T23:03:00.013+08:00

After months of bottling up these feelings, finally I let it all out today. It felt so good releasing all those frustration and stress that I have been keeping it to myself.

It just comes to a point of time where my tolerance level is up at my head, people just keep screaming at the top of their voices, makes me felt dizzy and *poof*, I breakdown. What a drama mama I made myself into.

But anyways, I'm still here, standing strong. I will try my best to make things right.

Sutris

2009-11-01T16:00:00.006+08:00

Total madness this coming week with the never-ending work. But at the end of the day, there's always someone whom I'm looking forward to meet. The guy who will never fail to be there for me in every situation that I'm in.

Heart you Sutris.

2009-10-26T23:09:00.019+08:00

Mojojojo loves dolly.
Dolly loves mojojojo too!
A banana for mojojojo and a scoop of ice-cream with a dash of sprinkles on top for dolly, can make their world goes round. :)

the beautiful moment i'm waiting for...

2009-10-22T22:29:00.016+08:00

2 more weeks to our 1 year anniversary. I'm so looking forward to it.

And also our goal towards Syurga Cinta will be achieved, insya'allah. A few days back, we went to the mosque and sholat Maghrib together. I felt good doing it with him. Tak sabar nak dengar dia azan in the future, confirm boleh cair..hehe

I'm so in need of an ice-cream date and my babygirls!

the loss of a loved ones

2009-10-11T13:10:00.016+08:00

Atuk who seemed strong and always determined telah kembali ke rahmatullah yesterday at 10.30am. And what was worse when I was not able to see arwah atuk during his last breath. My only visit was last week when he was in the hospital.

Yes, I was selfish because I still had plans going jalan raya with my friends and halfway through the jalan raya, I planned to visit my atuk thinking that he was going to be fine like he always do. And that moment strucked me as I was about to step out of my house when abah called and said atuk was gone. What a big mistake I've made in my life.

Seeing my grandmother cried was so painful. How do you bear the pain of losing someone whom you loved so much after being with him/her for your whole life? No matter what, we had to let him go. Semoga tuhan mencucuri roh ke atas dirinya dan digolongkan di antara orang-orang yang beriman. Amin. And after so many years, finally I get to visit my arwah nenek's grave. Rindu sangat dekat dia. :(

Not forgetting family and friends who gave their heartfelt condolences. And also to my best friends and Sutris for coming down being there for me and my family. Thank you guys!

more dates please!

2009-10-04T17:50:00.014+08:00

Atuk is in a critical condition right now. I hope everything will be fine, let's pray for his recovery.

The date that I've been longing for was worthwhile. It was well spent with Sutris on that Friday. I totally enjoyed that moment. I hope to have that again soon.

Need to do so many catching up with the friends. One person in particular, texted me yesterday. I was so happy lah. I thought he was angry with me or something. But yeah, I was glad that he asked about my work and stuffs like that because I missed him so badly!

My babygirls, whom I misses a lot too. They've been wanting to meet up with me but I kept cancelling it because of my work schedule. Sorry babes!

And to the gangs and budak-budak sewel, I will meet you guys during the jalan raya itself. Insya'allah I can make it, if everything goes well.

Lebaran 2009

2009-09-27T12:06:00.011+08:00

Hari Raya this year was somehow a little bit different than the previous years. Why? Because this is the year where I gave green packets to my nieces/nephews and cousins. Macam feeling-feeling kakak dah besar gitu. I know the amount is not much, but I hope next year I can give them a little bit more lah..hehe

And this year, I can't wait to go jalan raya with him. So excited can? ;)

Iftar Session, Sheesha-ing & Tai Ti

2009-09-18T10:35:00.016+08:00

Yesterday night was awesome! Went out with Sutris and his friends and of course my dearest cousin was there as well..haha

Went down to Zam Zam right after work to meet them. I had a big piece of murtabak all thanks to him. But I managed to finish up most of the portion. ;)

After the meal, they actually wanted to go Bugis but somehow they changed their minds and instead they went sheesha-ing. I know they wanted to spend more time together as they're missing one another because they are busy with their fyp. So we hang out at this shop at haji lane and the 4 boy's just sheesha away while me and Suhaili just watched. And I saw for the first time how cheeky Sutris was as he claimed he was high. Sungguh cute gitu!

Then they introduced me to playing tai ti. I was really clueless with the cards even though I played poker game at my computer. So ironic kan?..haha. Well most of the time, Sutris helped me out. And he's always last in the game.

I wish the night wouldn't end so early. It was fun hanging out with them. They're such a nice bunch of people. Till we meet again!

Brain blocked

2009-09-15T11:45:00.007+08:00

I'm having a brain blocked and my creativity doesn't flow anymore. I need to have the usual coffee routine every morning made by my mama. It helps me to perk up and re-energise!

2009-09-08T12:33:00.008+08:00

I've been very nice and patient but just don't go overboard. Sesungguhnya, aku sedang berpuasa ni.

Photog Exhibit and Iftar

2009-09-06T17:55:00.017+08:00

We went to Mel's exhibition yesterday at The Old School to take a look at her work. It was good and I'm so proud of her. Way to go Mel!

After the exhibition, we go all the way to Bugis with the intention to break fast together with The Gangs at Tong Seng. And guess what, we had to wait for an hour just to eat. It was so damn crowded lah. But yeah, we managed to get a place there in the end.

Then, met up with Hali and his band mates to go Geylang after the meal. Unfortunately, we were kinda late so they had to go off first. Sorry guys!

And when we were at Geylang, it was so jam packed! We were sweating like mad! But we had fun of course.

Today, I had a very bad, bad dream in the morning. And when I woke up, I was crying so hard. Sheesh! I know it's just a dream but it felt so real like I've been smacked real hard on the face. I can feel my fist punching his face and slapping that girl's face.

Ya Allah, semoga itu hanya lah mimpi buruk ku. Aku tak mampu kehilangannya.

2009-09-01T19:23:00.005+08:00

Surprise Surprise! You've got a package from DHL!

The smile on the face when he received that really makes my day. Alahai, happynye daku. Glad you liked it.

Yummy Chewy & Yummy Hot Bods!

2009-08-31T12:44:00.009+08:00

Sutris is craving for Chewy Junior and so am I!

And just so you guys know, I loved to watch 'The Mentalist' and oogling my eyes out over Simon Baker. He's hot lah!

Hello Bello!

2009-08-30T15:52:00.008+08:00

Hello world! Here I am still alive and kicking ass. Such a tiring week I have to admit. Sorry friends for being MIA-ing this past few days. Meet up soon for iftar, please?

Speaking of which, I need to do labels soon for my stuffs, a catch up on my korean drama and hopefully one day I'll get to hop on my favourite bus, 980, again.

every little thing that you do...

2009-08-19T14:47:00.009+08:00

New environment at my workplace. Pretty alright, but I missed the atmosphere at Bencoolen. I missed all the foods there despite being there for like 4 years, since my NAFA days? I know, it brings a lot of fond memories to me.

Guess I just have to adapt to changes.

I know this is kind of random, but I came out with this quote, 'What make you perfect are those imperfections that you have.' Because, that is how you will remember all those silly little things that he/she did that makes you smile when you think about it. Just like he is to me. ;)

2009-08-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

I've got tons of things to say in my mind, but I'm just too lazy to type it out here. Plus, I really don't know what is wrong with blogspot anymore!

*Yawns* Goodnight world! See you again tomorrow!

Here we come, PADANG!

2009-08-10T21:27:00.018+08:00

We've got free tickets from Sha to watch the National Day Parade at the Padang. Like last year, nothing much can be said about the crowd at the City area. It was so congested!

Despite all that, we still had fun. And it feels as if I wasn't watching the National Day Parade, instead it feels like I'm watching a gig. *laughs out loud*

And Sutris is getting more manje..hehe

Arts and Crafts

2009-08-01T16:53:00.012+08:00

I need to get stocks for my arts & crafts store.

Buttons, markers, ribbons, coloured pens, multi-purpose glue, glitters and a lot more!

Monotonous

2009-07-30T12:30:00.017+08:00

People whom you trust, sometimes breaks your heart. I guess I'm no longer important to you in your life. Well, if that's the case, it's okay. I should be fine.

Lately, I'm so emotional. Maybe because I'm having my period, that explains it all. Let's just move on with life and don't think about all those bad moments.

Enough said, yesterday I had so much fun with the family. We went jalan-jalan at Geylang Serai and later in the afternoon at Jurong Point. Adik wanted to try out the waffles at The Waffle Factory so badly, that we had to agree to it. I must say, it's not that bad. The waffles were thick and soft. You guys must try it.

adik posing with the waffles

I wanted to buy clothes and shoes at Jurong Point, but nothing caught my attention lah. Oh well, some other day I guess.

What do we do without LOVE in the world?

2009-07-28T15:03:00.004+08:00

Love is great isn't it? When things didn't work out well for them, one will do anything and everything just to make things goes well at the end of the day. All those sacrifices made, I hope it's really worth it and its being appreciated.

Quote from Sutris, 'Love is pure and suci in our heart. It keeps us to move on in life and to strive harder.'

Love conquers all!

Korean Craze

2009-07-24T15:26:00.009+08:00

I'm so hooked on watching the Korean drama, 'Likeable or Not' on Channel U every weekdays at 7pm, all thanks to mama and adik.

Kim Ji-Seok is so adorable lah.

Swimming Marathon

2009-07-18T14:45:00.005+08:00

Finally, I managed to fulfill one of my list of things to do and that was to go swimming! It was ages since I go to a swimming pool.

And to think that I could win the challenge that we set, I actually lost to Sutris. He was good! My stamina was really bad yesterday during the first lap. But as I go on, it gets better.

Will probably go again next week to train myself up. Anyone care to join me? ;)

The Birthday Treat & The Open Air Panggung Wayang Date

2009-07-12T16:54:00.025+08:00

Saturday 11th July
We did a mini celebration for mama's birthday. Mini fondue was the menu for the day. No pictures of my mama because she's a camera shy.

Friday 10th July
A hot date with Sutris at the open air screening (National Museum of Singapore) watching Seniman Bujang Lapok/The Nit-Wit Stars. Sutris brought his sleeping bag along and we laid there while munching on our tidbits as we laughed out loud to the show. Lalalala..sungguh the romantic!

Happy Birthday to my two beautiful ladies!

2009-07-10T13:19:00.010+08:00

Today, 10th of July marks a very special day, both for my mama and my friend, Sarahlee.

Happy Birthday to the both of you! Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. Amin

Of Transformers and Bowling Outing

2009-07-06T22:17:00.039+08:00

Saturday was spent with the boyfriend and accompanied with my very good friends. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen was such a kick ass! The storyline was just okay, but the effects were superb! It's worth the money. And someone was so engrossed with the two balls that were hanging from Devastator crotch. Cheeky betul lor!..hahaha

After the movie, we head down to play bowling. And considering I'm not a fan of bowling, I don't know why I agreed to play. Sutris sungguh the semangat lah, giving me tips and showing me how to bowl the right way..hee.

Aftermath, I think bowling is not that bad. It brings a lot of fun and joy but, I'm still not a fan though. Sorry! =)

sutris & me

sha & me

sha, me & ida

ida & me

Powerpuff Girls and Cocoa puffs! hiak hiak!

2009-06-30T20:58:00.021+08:00

Have you ever wondered if you could choose to be a superhero, what character would you like to be?

I'll go for powerpuff girls because they're so adorable and everyone loves them. Who doesn't, when they are made of sugar, spices and everything nice? Besides, I'm not really a huge fan of female superhero that has curvy hips or huge bosoms..haha

I would like to be part of the powerpuff girls gang and I shall be named, Yati dolly! Oh and she loves to eat cocoa puffs too! Powerpuffs and Cocoa Puffs! That rhymes huh?!

And I shall turn mojojojo into the nicest monkey in townsville..hehe

IKEA-ing

2009-06-29T22:03:00.003+08:00

Went to get my stuffs at IKEA. Happening! I just love IKEA. It brings out my creativity and crazy ideas to revamp my room.

Hooray! Hooray!

2009-06-22T20:18:00.015+08:00

The month of June brings great company and fond memories. I met a lot of great people and fostering a good bond with them. Yes, we worked so damn hard just to make sure that you people out there get to see good quality shows!

And of course to my partner and good friend, Weiliang who never ending accompanied me with his stupid crap, complains and gossip when work was at shit.

To the rest of my NAC kakis, thank you all for the great team work and whatever stuffs that you guys did to make Singapore Arts Festival 2009 a success. Rock lah you guys! =)

the power rangers!..hee

(from left: kennie, hui yun, jen, me & weiliang)

2009-06-21T21:51:00.009+08:00

I know I may be really bad at words and expressing my feelings to people. At times, my ego will overrule myself. But one thing for sure, deep down in my heart, what I felt is true.

I love you and I miss you Sutris Moktar!

2009-06-09T15:12:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU KEPO TAY, TAMPAN TAY, GOSSIP TAY!

Faster finish your reservist and we'll gossip and lol till everyone in the office can hear our laughters, like how it used to be.

Paranoia Graduation Show 2009

2009-06-04T20:38:00.035+08:00

Adik's graduation show was over. I've got to say, her short film was good although it's a one man show. A lot of effort has been spent on her project 'Orange'. Well done sis!

And what's grad show without the paparazzi? Well not too sure if it's my sister's grad show or mine that we're talking about here, because I do feel being in the limelight when most of the juniors wanted to take photos with me and me wanting to take with them as well. My aunt even said, "I wonder whose grad show is it?"..haha

Congratulations to all my juniors! You will now embark into a new journey of the working life. Let your passion flows because only then you will enjoy the work.

my family

me & adik

me & hafiz mentel
fazil & me

the dancers
the girls!

A Blissful Love

2009-05-26T14:05:00.009+08:00

It's coming to 7th month now and I must say I really have no regrets being with him. Each day, our love for each other blooms even more.

His love for me is so great and the sacrifices that he made all this while are priceless. I never came across such a person in my life before who is so patient, dedicated and caring like him.

And today he popped a question. "How long will you wait for me?" I didn't give him any answer. Instead I just smiled and continued walking with him by my side.

If you're reading this, I want you to know that I won't be waiting for you for 5 years but I will wait for you till my last breath. Insya'allah. Because I think you're worth it.

Ya allah, semoga kau merestui hubungan kami berdua. Amin

Groove with me baby

2009-05-25T13:09:00.007+08:00

Baby when he grooves, he makes me want to dance along to the beat. And he looked so hot and sexy till I can just bite him off!..hee

The life of a busy woman...

2009-05-24T14:18:00.009+08:00

Hello people! I've been gone for too long and that's, Bad! Bad! Bad!

Friday 15th May
The Singapore Arts Festival has begun. The festival opening that happened at Marina Barrage was a success! So many people turned up for the event. Thank you to my friends, Sutris and his cousin and brother who came down to support us although I didn't get a chance to entertain you guys as I was busy running around. I'm truly sorry.

My buskers were awesome! They really made my day. Thank you for coming down to grace the event. And those balloons, they were really adorable.

Thursday 21st May
Got a pair of free tix to Sutra at Esplanade, so brought the boyfriend along. My friends were all so kaypoh. They wanted to see him badly especially Hui Yin (who shook his hands so tight) and Kennie who said he was handome in front of all the people in the Esplanade theatre. Sungguh paiseh!..haha. But it's so true right? Boyfriend kembang nanti seluar dalam koyak..oops! =)

This coming Wednesday is my sister's grad show. Am so looking forward to that day. I'm sure she's proud of her work. One man show katakan. And not forgetting, a date with her on thursday for a show at Esplanade.

Happy Mother's Day!

2009-05-10T15:07:00.005+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to my Mama! Thank you for your sacrifices that you've made all this while. Without you, I can be a no better person in the world. Sayang mama!

Singapore Artsy Festy

2009-05-09T13:03:00.013+08:00

Counting down..6 more days to the Singapore Arts Festival! Gosh, it's so exciting yet nerve wrecking at the same time. And everyone is so pressurised with their work.

Oh, my flyers will be distributed to the public next week. So exciting kan? I'm very proud of my work actually. It took me lots of effort to get those good compliments from everyone. They even said I can work at Publicis (the designing company that did the art work for Arts Festival)..hee

To everyone that's reading my blog, do come down for the opening at Marina Barrage next week from Friday 15th - Sunday 17th of May. I'll be there definitely. Not only that, catch all the funs and exciting shows apart from the opening from next week till 14th of June. For more information, you can visit our website, http://www.singaporeartsfest.com/

Go arty farty this month people!

Not forgetting, Happy Birthday Zul! Kau dah tua!..haha

Cheboks and the accomplice

2009-05-03T15:22:00.019+08:00

Friday 1st May

Eighteen Chefs on Labour Day with Cheboks and the accomplice. Not a bad place to dine except we find the music that they played was kind of loud and the people there were like screaming their lungs out when talking. Andre and Nazri were forever talking about their cheboks issue, which got Fidah high lah..haha

Again we didn't take any photos even though Fidah brought her digi camera. What a waste. Next outing lah, alright? After the dinner, Yadin drove us to Simpang Bedok and so left the four of us as he had to go off first. Lepak with them for awhile and after that, I went to meet the boyfriend.

Thursday 30th April

Nikky's last day at National Arts Council was on the 24th April. We had a hard time trying to cool ourselves down after what we have found out. It wasn't fair at all for him being eliminated just like that. We have no choice but to respect their decision. I bought for him Ferrero Rocher and left a tiny weenie note for him. I miss my partner.

But on the other hand, my new partner is cool too! He's so kecoh just like me. And it even makes the work more fun when you have a cool and hippy partner.

Seoul Garden treat

2009-04-21T15:59:00.008+08:00

The laughter's and the bitching that we had was so hillarious. Thank you Uncle Thomson for the treat at Seoul Garden. Though everyone was busy with stuffs, we still tried to squeeze in our time to meet up. But no pictures were taken yesterday because no one brought a camera along. =(

Kapoed this photo from Naz (during the Scoops production)

It was such an awesome night with Rafidah, Nazri, Faizal, Glory, Stephanie, Paul TwoHill, Uncle Thomson, Harry and Kenny.

Mel's showcase and a hot date with the birthday boy

2009-04-19T16:31:00.014+08:00

Friday 17th April
Happy Birthday to my dearest, sweetest boyfriend. Right after work, met up with him. Headed down to Clarke Quay telling him that I have something important to talk about. Punya lah terperanjat dia when I surprised him with a Nike slipper and a DIY birthday card. He sungguh the terharu. Glad that he likes it.

Saturday 18th April
We went for Mel's film showcase at the Singapore Art Museum. Honestly, I prefer her original cut version than that Gek Lisan's version. Sungguh takde emotion. It's so monotonous lah. But on the other hand, getting to see my friends and crapped with them is worth it. Snap a few photos of us and off to meet Sutris for our hot date at the Singapore flyer.

Treated him to Popeyes and Biscuits. I think it's not bad at all lah and the fries are the killer! Iman and Ida came to join us awhile later at the Singapore flyer. Accompanied them to eat at Popeyes and guess who I saw? I saw adik Imran Ajmain from Sleeq. Aiseh man, his friend's sungguh the kental. Perasan nak jadi mat hip hops lah. Eww! And he actually smiled at me, padahal I wasn't even looking at him. Iman asked Sutris to whack him up..haha. Maybe he don't want people to think he's corky. After the meal, we lepak with Iman and Ida till 8 plus.

I do hope that Sutris enjoyed himself and all the best in everything that he does. I will always be here for you. =)

Jang Jang, Bang Bang!

2009-04-14T11:26:00.011+08:00

Jamming with Nikky and the band yesterday night was good. It has been ages since I last jammed. But I only did one cover with them singing to Bon Jovi - You Give Love a Bad Name, both Rock and Jazz version.

I have to admit I prefer doing the Jazz version, although I love rock music. It's true what Nikky said, I have those Jazzy vocals..hehe.

2009-04-08T11:17:00.008+08:00

Dear Sutris,

I'm truly sorry for making you worried by not replying to your smses nor answering your phone calls. I know I shouldn't have done that just because of those little petty stuffs that happened between the both of us.

And what a shock it came to me when you called me at 2am telling me you were hit by an oncoming car on your way back home. I know the condition is not so serious, but what will I do if I were to lose you forever? I don't think I'm able to forgive myself. Maafkan daku, kekasihku.

Please look out for oncoming vehicles when crossing the road in the future.

the cousin and his best friend

2009-04-06T22:28:00.013+08:00

I think cousin aku satu ni lah yang understand Sutris the best, kan-kan? I was at work when Zul chatted with me. He's dying to see me naik pelamin with Sutris so that he can also makan nasi minyak. Tak tahu malu betul!..haha..Insya'allah, if there's jodoh between the both of us.

And the part where I'm sure Sutris will be touched if he reads this,
Zul: Sutris is the kind of person if he set a goal for himself he do everything possible to achieve it..

Very sweet lah. Awak, you have such a good friend who knows you so well. And I hope the friendship between the both of you tak kan putus. Amin.

Reunion with the Senior Klashers

2009-04-05T13:59:00.022+08:00

Yabadabedu! Finally, we get to meet up with the Senior Klashers. But without our group member tercinta, si Makcik Iman to come with us. I felt so bad for making them wait for me. Janji 2.30pm, but in the end I turned up late. My bad people. I should have come out earlier.

So we passed them the DVD's and the jamming studio money to Wak Said and sat there at the kedai kopi, while drinking our bandung away and reminiscing about those days during the filming. Wak Said asked me if Sutris was my husband. Apa lagi, aku tersengih-sengih lah.

It was good to see Abg Bob, Abg Jums and Wak Said again. Most importantly I hope that we will still keep in touch and insya'allah we'll work together again if there are any projects coming up in the future.

Thank you to Sutris for tagging along with the group. He so cute lah. He told me he enjoyed hanging out with them because the abangs-abangs sungguh kecoh maut!

Akhirnya, Yassin get to meet with Sutris again. We both know how they misses each other, right Sha?..hahaha

Look at Abg Jums and Abg Bob's face. Kelakar giler!

My favourite pair of wayfarer shades

2009-03-31T22:17:00.014+08:00

Oh my god! I can't believe that I broke my own favourite pair of wayfarer shades.

I was about to put on my shades in the morning when I realised the rim broke. Heart pain seh, almost cried. That shades have been with me for almost a year already.

I guess I will have to look for a new one but I don't think the store from Cotton On has it anymore.

I'm gonna miss you my shady!

friends and lover are the best thing in the world

2009-03-29T16:00:00.035+08:00

Here are some of the latest updates. Been busy lately, so squeeze in some time for the weekends to blog.

My new colleagues are cool, especially Nicholas. I think he's the most gerek amongst all. He loves music and so do I. We can relate by talking about music and jamming. Oh, he praised me for having a really nice voice. He said when I sing, he kind of melts..haha..sungguh malu seh, tapi suka ah.

Saturday 21st March
Last Saturday, my girlfriends gave me & Mel a birthday surprise at Pastamania. So sweet of them lah. And after that late lunch, Mel treated us to Ben & Jerry's. Yumyum! Then we were given another surprise, we got a cake from them. Thanks Sha, Evelyn and also to Yassin. Korangs best lah!

Wednesday 25th March
This is rather random, but what makes a man happy? They always said to make a man happy is through his stomach kan? But for my case, I think it's the opposite. To make me happy, Sutris actually pampered me with food by making pizza and garlic bread specially for me. He came to fetch me from work and we headed down to the Esplanade to eat by the bay. I brought drinks and some napkins along. Feeling-feeling having picnic gitu. Eh, pizza awak sedap lah. Thank you tau..heehee. And we talked and crapped a lot lah because lately, we seldom meet up due to work constrains. =(

Gambar macam nak kpak bing bing aje?..hehe

passion for fashion

2009-03-22T16:48:00.009+08:00

Define fashion? Fashion refers to the styles and customs prevalent at a given time. In its most common usage, "fashion" exemplifies the appearances of clothing, but the term encompasses more. Many fashions are popular in many cultures at any given time. Important is the idea that the course of design and fashion will change more rapidly than the culture as a whole. Fashion designers create and produce clothing articles.

Fashion knows no boundaries or limit of age. Anyone or anybody can have their own fashion sense. Famous fashion designers made an impact in our life because they dare made a revolution in the fashion industry. And we idolize them so much that we ourselves are willing to spend lots of money just to get that branded piece of cloth.

But a cheap and simple t-shirt at a bazaar can make you look good if you know how to dress them fashionably with a pair of pants/skirts/shorts throw in some chunks of accessories and voila, you get a brand new hot look. It's all in you. So dare yourself to be unique.

And what I like about fashion most, because it brings out the inner beauty in me. Definitely the era 60's mod fashion is my style because they are innovative, creative, bold and brash, just like me.

Terima kasih cinta

2009-03-17T21:18:00.003+08:00

I never thought that the love we have for each other could be so strong like this till whenever we parted, our heart says not to let go. He is such a wonderful guy lah. Yes, I know I always brag about him here but I can't help it.

Those little things that he did for me, like sending me to work, fetching me from work, making breakfast for me at times (where he put his heart and soul to it and not forgetting with a pinch of love)..hehe..sacrificing his time for me and giving in to me most of the times. I really, really appreciate it.

Terima kasih cinta, untuk segalanya. Saya sayang awak. (mushy-mushy sikit lah..hee)

Webcam-whore

2009-03-15T14:48:00.007+08:00

Bila dah rindu di hati tu, this is what he will do. Webcam session lah ape lagi!

Cute kan dia?..heee

2009-03-11T18:38:00.003+08:00

I'm missing my colleagues now. =(
I hope they're doing just fine. And I want to thank him as well who always stood by me and understand my work commitment.

2009-03-05T23:23:00.007+08:00

That's my character in Rock Legend. She's totally a hot chick and she rocks!

2009-02-28T14:56:00.004+08:00

1988..Segaris Sinar, I think this is the best Malay drama that's so far been produced. Kudos goes to Sanif Olek and his crews for producing such a great workmanship. You guys deserve those awards. And to Abg Harry as well who was involved with the drama.

dreams...

2009-02-27T18:59:00.006+08:00

If I could just pause the time and see everything around me freezes for a moment...Wouldn't it be great?

I feel like everything around me is getting solemn and emotional. Been having bad nightmares lately as well. And I kept questioning about my future, my career, relationship, friendship and my dreams. There are still dreams that have yet to be achieved.

And I wonder if that day will ever come...

2009-02-24T17:42:00.005+08:00

Singapore Arts Festival, here I come!

Birthday treat update

2009-02-22T14:43:00.017+08:00

Watch the Unexpected Access every Sunday 10pm on Channel 5. That's one of the projects that I'm currently involved.

As requested by Sarahlee, I only had a simple birthday. I received so many birthday wishes on my mobile and facebook. My best friend Sha, gave me a treat during lunch at Delifrance and dearest boyfriend at Pastamania in the evening. So you can imagined how bloated I was that day..haha.

And we spend quality time together watching videos of his families and laughing over it. To see him happy, makes me even happier.

Babak 4 Madu Tiga

2009-02-15T12:15:00.007+08:00

Tribute to Malaysia's legendary artist, P Ramlee, director Adlin gave a new version to Madu Tiga. Cuma kali ini, it's called Babak 4 Madu Tiga with talented actors & actresses from Malaysia like Afdlin Shauki, Rosnah Mat Aris, Aida, Emelda and Pie. This is really something new and sungguh kelakar giler lah.

Here's the trailer

Bad Omen

2009-02-14T20:54:00.011+08:00

What the fish! I was on my way to my ngaji class and guess what? A crow actually flied passes me and swiped my head. Yucks, it felt as if someone hits my head with a hard object. Then, a sudden feeling of terrified rush into me. I heard that black crows brings bad omen.

I started to Google about what it means encountering this black crow. Some said it brings death, others says it means nothing bla, bla...

I hope it really means nothing though that scene still kept playing on my mind and feeling a little bit uncomfortable.

2009-02-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

Today was Fidah's last day. And in 2 weeks time, will be Vivien's. Everyone is leaving! Gosh, I'm going to miss them. But no matter what, all the best for your future endeavors. May we meet again someday for lunch or movie.

A friend, who choose to go on a separate ways...

2009-02-08T13:27:00.009+08:00

Met with the gangs yesterday. Celebrated Khai's and Din's belated birthday as well at BBQ Chicken at Downtown East. Pictures soon.

Honestly, I'm really lost for words now. I'm confused over what's happening to us. You said the meanest things ever to me which I couldn't accept it. I felt sad and hurt, because a friend whom I look up to, those silly jokes of yours which cracks my day and your constant teasing are all gone. You chose not to be friends with me anymore because of my current status and you're afraid if you might just hurt me again with all your words.

Why? Because you just wouldn't want to admit that little feelings of yours towards me all this while. I'm not blind for god sake. I can see it the way you behave and all of our friends too. I remember your promise that we will always be friends no matter what. Now you decided to break them?

If that makes you happy, I'll accept it even if it means losing a good friend like you. No matter what happens, I'll always pray for your well being and that you will find someone good for yourself.

2009-02-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

Happy 3 months to us! =)

White rose

2009-02-01T14:17:00.023+08:00

I'm such a lucky girl to have a boyfriend who is so patient and understanding with me. You know, he will never get angry if I kutuk him (jokingly lah) or saying harsh things towards him sometimes. He will just smile and hold my hands. Sweet kan dia?

He came to my office last Friday to temankan aku kerje. Busy woman lah katekan..hehe. And he presented me with a white rose. I showed no signs of expression though. But deep in my heart, I was so touch lah. Did a little research on the meaning of each colours of roses. So what does a white rose means?

The meaning of white roses is purity and virtue. It is also sometimes called "the flower of light", one of the meanings of white roses is everlasting love - love stronger than death, an eternal love, undying and all sustaining. White rose speaks of a love that is sustained more by loyalty, reverence and humility than by red-blooded passion. So, in its capacity to worship someone till death, the meaning of a white rose is unchanging loyalty that endures beyond all else.

Thank you love!

Look at the photos. Sempat kita bergambar before I go to work and him going to school. Feeling-feeling berkaca mata hitam gitu.

Sentosa madness

2009-01-26T23:01:00.013+08:00

Picnic with the family to the Sentosa today was such a wrong timing! Suddenly we felt that we don't belong there. All the Banglas and the Cina people flooded our territory. K**** siak all this foreigners! Pushing here and there, fighting for seats and staring at you like they want to eat you up.

But then again, we do have a little bit of fun there lah. Camwhore with family and did I mention Sutris was there as well? Yes, he was there with his family! Introduced him to my sister and boy, they are of the same height lah..hehe

He wanted to introduce me to his family but I was shy lah. Maybe next time ok? And I didn't get to swim thanks to red missy which decided to say hello on the wrong day lah. So I have to stick with playing water only. =(

Anyways, here are some of the pictures that we took.

My aunt and sis went for kayaking. Look at what I meant at the background.
All those banglas sibuk aje!

Me and my aunt. Anak sedara dengan makcik mentel..hehe

Left around 5pm and decided to go to Mc Donald's at HarbourFront to have a munch. I had Dinosaur shake and it was huge!

Tip for the day
During the Public Holidays, refrain yourselves from going to these kind of places. It's best you just stay at home and watched the tv.

you present me with your true love...

2009-01-23T12:47:00.018+08:00

Sutris gave me a sweet surprise yesterday. He treated me to chicken chop (which he has fulfilled one of my wishes on the list). We went to Jurong Point's banquet to eat. The portion was good enough to make me full..heehee

And after eating, we went around to window shopped and then he told me that he wanted to find a seat to have a rest first. And you know what? He surprised me with a bag and an elmo soft toy! Aww! I was so touched seh. Thank you love! Remember our ultimate goal is adam...

*sigh* Sometimes, I just don't understand what's happening to myself. Memories from the past kept flashing back and the more I tried to forget it, the more it will haunt me. One moment I can be happy, another moment I can be emotional and grouchy.

Ya Allah, semoga aku diberikan petunjuk mu.

Cravings are my best friend right now!

2009-01-20T21:57:00.029+08:00

I seriously need a holiday spree seh! Been working so hard and I never took any leaves. Sheesh!

Saturday 17th January
Last Saturday was the homecoming at Anderson Secondary School. We thought it was gonna be grand but turns out not. It was so disorganised lah. The food was good though. Suming said I was there only for the food. Please lor, I was so hungry then..hehe. Met up with some teachers, juniors and took a few pictures together.

From left: Liping, Shunfang, Mr Yu, Me, Fiddy & Ciaying

At 7.30pm, we went to watch the basketball match at the Indoor Stadium. The stadium was packed with the Filipinos. And they were so mean lah. Kept boo-ing at our players. But in the end, we won! So don't be too over-confident next time yo!

Arghh!! I'm like craving for lots of stuffs. Here are a list of some foods/things that I want to get:

1) Burger Ramly
2) ~~Chicken Chop/Fish & Chips~~
3) M~~c Donald's Big Breakfast~~
4) Long John's french fries
5) Paddle Pop Ice-Cream
6) Britney Spears album - Circus
7) Audio Technica Headphones Model ATH-ON3

8) Skirts/Shorts
9) ~~T-shirts~~
10) ~~Earrings/Wooden Beads Bracelets~~

So you see, I have so many things that I want to get. Especially food! I hope I won't grow fat lah. To boyfriend, if you want to make me happy, then indulge me with the foods on the list. Just the food lah not the rest of the things. I'm not that kind of girlfriend who makes the boyfriend pays for everything. I'm a very nice girlfriend you know..heehe

And why the music on my blog is Britney Spears - Womanizer? Because all thanks to Uncle Kenny, who just won't stop disturbing me saying I'm a Womanizer, calling me Spears infront of the public and asking me to dance to Womanizer. He's so crazy lah! But I love him, as colleague of course. Boyfriend jangan jealous tau. =P

Laugh till I tergolek-golek jatuh tangga

2009-01-14T20:22:00.004+08:00

I think I almost die of laughter. Even though if it was not a joke, I will still laugh. They said my boss will freak out if one day I'll just laugh in front of them without any reasons. I just love letting out the laughing gas to them!

And I have so many nicks now in the office thanks to my colleagues. Aunty Minah lah, Hayati Spears lah, Gila lah etc..haha

Blast the music babey!

2009-01-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

Me and adik went to the park today to exercise. She ride the bicycle there while aku jalan..haha. Cause I can't ride a bicycle lah! But she did let me practice on how to balance myself and stuffs. The best part of all was, she bonceng aku lah. She brought me to the whole town of Sembawang. Cool!

And as we ride, we blast the music on my Sony walkman phone and just singing merrily to the song. =)

2009-01-10T20:57:00.005+08:00

Unfortunately, match for tomorrow is cancel. It'll be postpone to next week.

I found this quote while I was surfing the net:
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

Is it true? Sounds so wrong lah..hehe

Shucks!

2009-01-09T21:50:00.008+08:00

Pardon me for my absence. I've been really busy like a bumblebee. Work is crazy! Going for shoots was alright, but when you have work at the office that was piling up and with some people who can just drive you nuts really makes my blood boiled. And this week itself I faced with so many unreasonable people at some shops and I even got my money cheated. What a new year to start with seh.

Always believe ada hikmah disebalik apa yang berlaku.

Sunday 4th January 2009
So, had a wild day at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. Watched the Singapore Slingers against the Philippines. Woah! Feeling-feeling NBA lah. I love it and the boys are HOT! HOT! HOT! Thanks Fidah for the tickets. How I wish we could watch together with the rest but you guys had shoot instead. =(
Brought along Sha and Fiddy. Boyfriend last minute got family gathering, so never mind. When you have Sha and Fiddy, kalau nampak cute boys, pantang! Confirm diorang mentels. I also lah..hehe

The boys live in action

Look at the guy on Sandrin's right. I called him the giant that walks the city..huahaha

My hero, Darren. Cute kan dia?

Will be going again this Sunday for the Finals, Singapore vs India. And also next week Saturday is Anderson's Homecoming. Best ke per!

I need more dates with the boyfriend lah.

Selamat Tinggal 2008, Selamat Datang 2009!

2008-12-31T14:35:00.039+08:00

Before we move on to 2009, let's recap on what has happened during the previous months of 2008.

2008, the year which brings many fond memories. The FYP, meeting new people and friends, graduation show, reunions, the post-natal graduate syndrome,working life, birthday parties and the emotional ride.

First of all, let's talk about The FYP. This was the most crucial year for us year 3's. Our diploma was at stake. 6 months of hard work for our film which pays off at the end of the day. Getting an 'A' was the best gift ever from the lecturers and external assessor. What's more, getting to meet new friends like Khai, Din, Yassin, Atiqah, Ida, Heedaya and Zai. Special thanks to The Klasher, who helped us in a lot of ways. We really appreciate them. Sanggup they woke up early in the morning just to act for us, some rushed down from school, ada yang ade exam lagi, then they have to memorise script. Sampai kesian diorang kene marah dengan aku pasal ni director satu tak satisfied with their performance lah. Sorry gang. It's just that I want to make sure that I get what I want, not that I'm being selfish. This is like my baby, no, our baby. We eat, breathe and sleep Rock. My group members, The InntheBox Production, Iman and Sha who worked very, very hard for this project, aku appreciate korangnye hard work that korangs put into. Insya'allah, one day we build up our own production house and do more Indie films.

Then we have the Graduation show which was the glamourous event of the year. With all our hard works that was being displayed, the fashion parade, camera flashes, certainly made us like some celebrity. Except, this is to show to the industry that we're ready to kick some ass!

The NAFA clans, who was always there with me through our stress period for 3 years. We stood by one another and when one of us fall, we picked them up and make sure they won't fall again. Those laughter's that we had in class, the Al-Jilani jokes and the random stuffs that we do will stay in my heart forever. To this special people, my classmate for 2 years, Evelyn, Meliho, Tyas, Effendi, Weichuan, Alfam, Edmund and Iman, I love you guys! Let's hope the bond will always be there.

Then comes the reunion with my good friend, Hali. I've not seen him for like 3 years and boy it was great to see him again when he invited me to watch his friends guitar ensemble. And from there, I get to meet with really cool and nice people who now, become my good friends. They are Rafie, Fayeezah, Nisah, Mann, Afiq and Fansyuri. I called them, The Budak-Budak Sewel!..haha

Arghh! The working life that almost robs my life from family and friends. Right after I graduated, I landed myself a job which turns out to be a hell of a roller coaster. Those late nights, the harsh words thrown at you and many more. But we stayed, persevere and endure all those cruelty. Definitely an experience that I won't want to forget and the friends that I've made who've seen each other's strength and weaknesses. Let's hope our passion for this industry won't die.

A lot of birthday parties this year! Kata 21 years old kan-kan?..hehe. Oh, I had the most wonderful birthday bash ever organised by my friends. And next year I'll be 22. Bleargh!

But the worst of all that ever happened to me, was the emotional ride. The crush that gave me lots of hope but in the end, was crashed like a glass shattered to million pieces. Imagine the crying and the 'I'm left clueless' look makes me look like some idiot still clinging on, hoping that things might changed. No, it did not turn out the way I imagined. But on a happier note, we're still friends. Perhaps we're just not meant to be together lah.

My family, the one who were always there for me, especially my mama yang selalu tunggu aku kalau balik lambat from project or when I came back from work late, prepared my meals and banyak lagi lah yang she did for the family so that all of us are happy. My abah yang tak putus-putus berdoa supaya I get a good paying job in the future. And my sister yang selalu dengar kan aku nye meleteh. I treasure them a lot and no one can ever replace them in my heart. Sayang mama, abah and adik!

Eh wait! I tak lupa you punya. I save you for the last because you're the most special of all that makes my 2008 the best year ever. Sutris, the angel that was send from Allah to aid me through my sorrows. Making me laugh and most importantly, teaching me on how to LOVE again. Orangnya handsome, penyabar, gila-gila, cute, random, pelupa, tergagap-gagap kalau bual, ketawa terkekek-kekek, selenger and when he smiles, he sends butterflies to my stomach. Even though we've just got together, we faced many obstacles already. But I hope we can pull through this together and never give up. I love you the day I set my eyes on you and I never want our love to die even after we turned old and grey..hehe

It's hard to leave behind 2008 but let's pray that 2009 is going to bring more joy, health dan semoga rezeki aku bertambah baik lah. Amin.

The people that matters:

InntheBox Production aka my best friends
BFF2: Iman and BFF1: Sha

The Klasher Gangs from left: Khai, Fifi, Din, Suming and Yassin

Fat, Tiq and Ida

Suraya, my dear good friend

The Secondary kids

Budak-Budak Sewel
From left: Me, Rafie, Hali, Nisah, Afiq, Fayeezah and Mann

NAFA clans

I didn't forget you lah my Mr Part-Time Lover..hehe

Keluarga bahagia

Cousins love

and...

The love of my life, Sutris Moktar

And not forgetting Adam, my special mate. Love you!

2008-12-30T23:38:00.012+08:00

Yesterday went shopping dengan si cousin SueSue. Fuu! Budak ni kalau dah shopping, tak ingat dunia. Macam-macam bende dia nak beli. I just tagged along aje..hehe. Shopped from Plaza Singapura to Bugis to Haji Lane.

At Haji Lane

Caught her in action!

Kak Titi shy lah.

Pimples, pimples, please go away.

Sungguh gembira!

2008-12-29T09:44:00.013+08:00

Music: Parasite by Disturbed

I'm a one happy girl! Abah bought for me a new mobile phone, Sony Ericsson W380i. Biasa jugak, flip phone ah..hehe.

Yesterday went Geylang then met Abah at Eunos. After which we head to Peninsular to get Abah's belt. Then just walk around window shopping. I must control my desire to shop. If not, my pocket will have holes. Not that I don't have the money, I do. It's just that, I don't like to spend unnecessary.

By the way, pardon me if you guys got a sudden heart attack when reading my blog because of the music that is playing. Suddenly feel like in the mood metal gitu..hehe. This makes me miss the Rock.Ed gang even more. Let's meet up soon, yo!

P.S Sutris, I miss you lah seh!

Let's have fun at the Marina Barrage!

2008-12-27T12:11:00.020+08:00

Marina Barrage was so cool! And it was even fun with the boyfriend around. We played the water macam cute gitu. Sungguh happy lah!

Oh, I've got my body tanned seh. I like! A definitely must go with family and friends. To also learn more about the water system there.

When this little girl grows up, she's gonna be a hot model!

Cute ke per tarik seluar?..hehe

2008-12-21T20:06:00.006+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Evelyn!

Had a birthday bash yesterday at evelyn's chalet. NAFA gangs were there too. It was also like a meet-up session for most of us. Evelyn looked lovely. Glad that she enjoyed herself at her birthday bash.

Will update more & photos soon...

2008-12-18T13:01:00.011+08:00

Went shopping with Sha to buy some stuffs. And guess what? I bought a toy cupcake maker! WooWee! I know you people are going to say that I'm nuts but hey, I can't resist it lah.

I'm so going to start baking my cupcake with those frosting on top of it during Christmas, which is next week!

2008-12-16T22:43:00.004+08:00

I think its best I just keep my mouth shut and not to side with anyone. Period!

Rafie's 20th Birthday

2008-12-15T21:41:00.015+08:00

Music: Tercipta Untukku by Ungu feat Rossa

Celebrated Rafie's birthday yesterday at the East Coast Park. Weather was not good at all lah. But we had fun of course. Introduced the boyfriend to the friends. Then makan the food that they barbequed. Kesian tengok Mann sehari suntuk kat pit barbequieng the ayams, otak-otak and hotdogs.

Walked with Fansyuri to the beach and the boyfriend came from behind after kicking and dribbling the ball with the boys. It was such a romantic moment being with him eventhough there's Fansyuri. He loves kids and I love them too. Aku asik tersengih aje seeing him playing with Fansyuri. Feeling-feeling imagine if we have kids and all in the future..hehehe

Then they played soccer. Me and Nisah just looked at them and gossip about Hali at the same time. Hali weak seh. Main sikit aje kaki dah sprain lah , itu lah, inilah.

Here are some of the photos

Rafie muka selengeh tul

I love the cake. Awesome gitu!

Hali is in most of the photos cause Nisah yang ambik per..lol

Left around 7pm and took the bus ride home with the boyfriend. =)

2008-12-14T00:35:00.004+08:00

Selamat menempuhi perkhidmatan negara to my BFF 2. I'm going to miss you my rocker buddy!

HAPPY, HAPPY 1 MONTH!

2008-12-10T09:46:00.022+08:00

It was a wonderful meet up with the boyfriend yesterday. Dah 1 month (which dated back on the 6th of November) we're together and it was a very memorable night.

He was shocked to see the stuffs that I did for him. I hope he loves it. Then we syiok sendiri camwhore non-stop. Padahal-padahal, I'm not the type of person who likes to camwhore lah..haha. Boyfriend nye pasal, semua okay! He's starting work today, so all the best and don't be clumsy hor..haha

Looking forward to all of the weekends this month.
This Sunday, Rafie and family ada barbeque kat East Coast. Miss this people a lot seh! Last jumpe was Hari Raya. And what's more, aku nak kacau si Hali and Nisah lah..haha. Then next week, will be my dearest friend (Evelyn's) birthday party. Ini lagi aku rindu dia sangat! Dah 3 months tak jumpe. Then prolly end of the month will be the gathering for my NPCC girls. It's been 3 years I've never met up with them. Gosh, time flies so fast. I bet all of them are getting prettier, including me (muka tak tahu malu..hahaha).

So exciting!

To Aliff my cousin, jaga diri baik-baik kat camp. =)

2008-12-08T01:20:00.012+08:00

His photoshoot...
Thanks to Ika for being such a great photographer.

Muka feeling-feeling gitu..huahaha

Confirm dia terperanjat beruk nye if he see his picture here! *big grin*

I'm skipping merrily!

2008-12-05T20:25:00.020+08:00

I think I'm the most happiest and luckiest girl ever seh!

I have a great family!
I have great friends!

I have great colleagues!

And most importantly I have the greatest boyfriend ever! =)

Finally, I get to eat my ayam today. Thanks Fidah for the treat and Nazri for the sudden crave for KFC as well..haha. Went shopping for Christmas ornaments after our lunch (nak decorate pokok christmas kat office lah). Their giler-giler just reminds me of my good friends, Sha and Iman. Gosh, I MISS THEM BOTH!

Adam, I'm seeing bubbles of love in the air!!
You know, to find a guy like Sutris is a rare gem.

Find a guy...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
who hold your hand in front of his friends.

And he fits all of them. He will do anything and everything just to make me smile.

He did this paper doll for me.

Makcik-makcik dia cakap muka dia macam Gunawan yang main kat sinetron Hikmah.
And I think it's so true!

Muka mentels ku!

P.S I miss him.

The Birthday Men

2008-11-30T13:06:00.042+08:00

Selamat Hari Jadi Makcik Iman! Mesti kecoh kan semalam birthday party kau?..haha

Sorry didn't get to join you guys lah.

Celebrated my abah's birthday yesterday at Mad Jack Cafe. Belanja him makan. Best giler! I hope abah enjoyed himself too.

Presenting, the yummylicious foods!

My Grilled Chicken

Beef Lasagne

Adik's Crazy Chick

Abah's spaghetti

Mama's fish & chip

And here comes the desserts....

My Wild Boy

TiraMadsu

Oz Brownie

Crazy Choc Nut Cake

This is Us...

I love them.

the bond that has gone...

2008-11-28T11:10:00.010+08:00

This is what I've been feeling for the previous weeks or should I say a couple of months.

Somehow, the friendship that we have among us is slowly drifting apart. Not that I didn't make up for any gatherings if I couldn't make it. I did made an effort to come even if I have something on. But, that is not the problem. It's us. People changed.

Those jokes and laughter that we had in the past has turned cold. The bonding that we have all along is no longer there. Am I the only one feeling this way or is there anyone else that agrees with me?

Promises were made, promises were broken. Then in the first place, why bother to make one? Friends come and go. They say, only a true friend will last till death. Mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang berlaku. Ya Allah, tabahkan lah hatiku.

I just hope that the rest of my friends will always be there with me.

2008-11-27T16:06:00.016+08:00

Sadly, I didn't have my ayam today. Fidah got menstrual cramp and Trina went for an early lunch. =(

But never mind, we shall have it one of this days..hehehe

2008-11-27T09:25:00.004+08:00

Yeah! Today is my date with the ayams. Fidah, let's go and have our ayam! =)

Fly me to the moon

2008-11-24T12:03:00.030+08:00

It's been a month with this company (Right Angle Media) and I must say I enjoyed working there even though sometimes the work and people can be a little bit crapped. But who cares? I'm enjoying it. Especially having great colleagues to gossip and laugh out loud with..hehe.

Okay, time to update about me and my Mr Sweet.

All the dates that we had so far were perfect! It was such a lovely moment being with him. We talked and laughed a lot, feels like we're in our own world gitu.

(Saturday 22nd November)
Went to get someone's birthday present (cannot mention that particular person's name here..haha). Then we catched the movie Madagascar 2. Dia memang nak sangat tengok cerita ni. But thanks lah awak for the treat. And I must say, this is soooo much better than the first. Ketawa boleh sampai tergolek-golek jatuh tangga (exagerate sikit lah). I gave two thumbs up!

After the movie, camwhore sikit then continue in search for the birthday present. And whenever I go out with him, we will always eat. Nasib kalau aku tak gemuk..hehehe

Ni lah dia, Mr Sweet aku! Nama dia Sutris.

Toodles!

Sarahlee, this is for you!

2008-11-21T17:17:00.040+08:00

10 WEIRD THINGS/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME.

Rules & Regulations

1) Each player of this game have to start off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2) People who got tagged by this, needs to write the same too.

3) At the end of it, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4) No tag back!

Lets begin:

1) I just love to laugh at random stuffs.

2) I'm an addict to Snickers, M&M's peanuts and Jelly candies.

3) I play dressing up.

4) I enjoy taking long bus/mrt ride; while listening to my music, looking at the people and enjoying the scenery.

5) Classic films/songs are my favourites!

6) I'll never go out of my house without my lip balm.

7) I'm crazy over the MODS paperdolls in the 60's.

8) I have a huge collection of wooden beads bracelets.

9) Most girls spend hours in the bathroom. But I only spend 10mins to bath..haha

10) And I hate to be fat!

It's your turn babeys!
1) Sharina
2) Sue
3) Fiddy
4) Evelyn
5) Fat
6) Nisah
7) Ida
8) Haliriz
9) Rafie
10) Sonia